sometimes I wish he would take pictures with me
or hold my hand in public
(or go out with me in public)
or stay the night in my bed, fall asleep next to me
or that he'd tell me I'm nice and that he's happy he's met me without me saying it first
that he is lucky to know me
I want this of two people and I'm not going to get it from either one of them
one because he's said he loves me but he's had a girlfriend for the past year so he's clearly Trouble
and one because he's not like that, and I guess I just have to accept that
(pardon the self-pitying tone, the past few days have been odd)
19 October 2012
14 October 2012
Only you.
Halcyon is brilliant. Well done, Ellie.
Fulbright and Marshall are now both (!!!) officially out of my way.
I've taken the GRE and the lit GRE. 162 verbal (89th percentile), 154 maths (60th percentile) for the normal GRE, which is okay. Better that schools look at my verbal than my maths.
No schools applied to here in the states. Oops. I should fix that.
Ram is a twatface as usual. I think he always will be. How are we friends again?
Jamie's not a twat. He's lovely.
I have good friends. I'm in a better place than I was last year.
Completely unrelated, but results from some weird online quiz:
Your responses indicate that you have a normal desire to share yourself with others. However, this need is not being adequately fulfilled at present. As a result, you unconsciously attempt to treat this emptiness with momentary interests and temporary passions. If left unaddressed, this imbalance leads to impulsive behavior and unnecessary risks. Past betrayals have left you generally suspicious of others’ behavior, particularly regarding romantic relationships. You fear you may be exploited if you open yourself too fully. Consequently, you often seek some proof of a new friend’s or lover’s sincerity before you decide to trust them. Further complicating your relationships is the anxiety you have about your unfulfilled personal and professional goals. You fear that you’ve made decisions that weren’t in your own best interest, or failed to take advantage of opportunities when they presented themselves. The desire to overcome these challenges sometimes lead you to seem pushy or even arrogant. Because this competitive urge is not always apparent to others, they are often surprised by it.
Fulbright and Marshall are now both (!!!) officially out of my way.
I've taken the GRE and the lit GRE. 162 verbal (89th percentile), 154 maths (60th percentile) for the normal GRE, which is okay. Better that schools look at my verbal than my maths.
No schools applied to here in the states. Oops. I should fix that.
Ram is a twatface as usual. I think he always will be. How are we friends again?
Jamie's not a twat. He's lovely.
I have good friends. I'm in a better place than I was last year.
Completely unrelated, but results from some weird online quiz:
Your responses indicate that you have a normal desire to share yourself with others. However, this need is not being adequately fulfilled at present. As a result, you unconsciously attempt to treat this emptiness with momentary interests and temporary passions. If left unaddressed, this imbalance leads to impulsive behavior and unnecessary risks. Past betrayals have left you generally suspicious of others’ behavior, particularly regarding romantic relationships. You fear you may be exploited if you open yourself too fully. Consequently, you often seek some proof of a new friend’s or lover’s sincerity before you decide to trust them. Further complicating your relationships is the anxiety you have about your unfulfilled personal and professional goals. You fear that you’ve made decisions that weren’t in your own best interest, or failed to take advantage of opportunities when they presented themselves. The desire to overcome these challenges sometimes lead you to seem pushy or even arrogant. Because this competitive urge is not always apparent to others, they are often surprised by it.
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